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Before I Go To Sleep: The no. 1 bestselling Richard & Judy Book Club thriller Kindle Edition

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Discover the haunting and deeply chilling debut thriller which has now sold more than six million copies worldwide.

Memories define us.

So what if you lost yours every time you went to sleep? Your name, your identity, your past, even the people you love - all forgotten overnight. And the one person you trust may only be telling you half the story.

Welcome to Christine's life.
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'A cracking good thriller' Lionel Shriver
'Thrillers seldom come much better than this. Loved it' Joanne Harris
'So high-concept, so ambitious and so structurally brilliant' Sophie Hannah
'A deeply unsettling debut that asks the most terrifying question - what do you have left when you lose yourself?' Val McDermid
'I loved it from start to finish' Mo Hayder
'Brilliant in its pacing, profound in its central question, suspenseful on every page' Anita Shreve
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"A taut and terrifying novel, with a grip of steel."--Woman & Home

"Before I Go To Sleep is an astounding piece of work... a tour de force, a haunting tapestry woven from a single woman’s ragged thoughts, desperate to make sense of the past she constantly forgets... This is writing of the highest calibre."--Chris Simmons,
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"S J Watson's debut doesn't put a foot wrong... brilliantly simple... Unforgettable."--
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"It's exceptionally accomplished...The structure is so dazzling it almost distracts you from the quality of the writing."--
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'As I sleep, my mind will erase everything I did today. I will wake up tomorrow as I did this morning. Thinking I'm still a child. Thinking I have a whole lifetime of choice ahead of me...' Memories define us. So what if you lost yours every time you went to sleep? Your name, your identity, your past, even the people you love - all forgotten overnight. And the one person you trust may only be telling you half the story. Welcome to Christine's life.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B004TSXUWY
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Transworld Digital
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  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ 28 April 2011
  • Edition ‏ : ‎ Media tie-in
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2.7 MB
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 369 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 9780552164139
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1409045113
  • Page Flip ‏ : ‎ Enabled
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S J WATSON’s first novel, Before I Go To Sleep, became a phenomenal international success and has now sold over 6,000,000 copies worldwide. It won the Crime Writers’ Association Award for Best Debut Novel and the Galaxy National Book Award for Crime Thriller of the Year and has been translated into more than 40 languages.

The film of the book, starring Nicole Kidman, Colin Firth and Mark Strong, and directed by Rowan Joffe, was released in September 2014.

S J Watson’s second novel, Second Life, a psychological thriller, was published to acclaim in 2015.

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  • Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 10 October 2012
    As the author of the The Whispers of The Sprite (YA Paranormal Romance) (The Whispers Series)I loved Before I go to sleep'
    Every page turned was a relief! a relief as in the next was as meticulous in painting vivid details of the accounts that unfold with every page bringing you closer to the source and the intentions of the writer.

    `Before I go to sleep' is a story about a woman in her mid-forties. every waking day is spent recollecting thoughts that never seem to add up to that which are to most in a chronological order to most (start middle and obviously end). Some days the memories coming from her childhood but other days she wakes ups not knowing anything at all only having random flash backs of her past. Christine is asked by Doctor Nash to keep a journal and write down everything that she has done, a day to day account of her lucid memories.

    She writes of her husband Ben, a doctor that helps her remember also friends from college. The plot thickens as you drown into Christine's daily diary entries where she slowly discovers that her whole life isn't what it seems to be. Every day Christine has to face the challenge of reconstructing her past with present, inquiring about what caused her memory loss. She has to deal with a growing number of daunting questions. Even though she doesn't remember, her diary helps her to undergo like a microscope a small investigation about her real life and her husband who attempts to cover all the unbearable memories from Christine's past.

    I must admit the novel is a real page turner and not being able to put it down until the last page was relieved of its duty. The author, a qualified doctor who specialized in the analysis and treatment of hearing-impaired children, S J Watson was inspired to write the novel by Henry Gustav Molaison who after surgery was unable to form new memories.

    My initial reaction that it would be a light read love story, on the contrary! instead it turned out to be an engaging psychological thriller. I was holding my breath almost to the end when Christine found out the truth about herself and people around her. S J Watson gave us a beautifully written piece with exceptional settings and a simple idea which is transformed into a heart hammering thriller.

    I can highly recommend this book, the plot line is fast but engaging and I can assure you that after finishing this book the story will remain in your memories forever
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  • Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 29 March 2012
    I definitely liked this book - but not as much as I expected to when I eagerly pre-ordered it in January. I think this was mostly because of the word 'thriller' emblazoned across it; for me that conjures expectations of a taut, suspenseful page-turner, when in fact it was more of a slow-burning literary novel that just happened to have a crime driving it forwards. It was a great book, just not in the way I expected when I started reading, and I think that dented my overall enjoyment somewhat.

    It opens as Christine wakes up. She has no idea where she is or who is lying beside her. Fumbling her way to the bathroom, she is horrified to find a fifty-something woman staring back at her in the mirror. Around her reflection are photos that she has no recollection of posing for, and the man in her bed introduces himself as her husband Ben. Before he goes to work he explains that she had an accident and now has amnesia, waking up every morning unable to remember where she is, sometimes feeling like a twenty-something woman, sometimes even feeling like she is still a child. A little while later Christine gets a call from her doctor, who meets her for coffee and hands her a journal that she has been writing for the past few weeks. Back home she opens it and is confronted by a scrawl across the front page: 'Do not trust Ben.' She reads on, determined to piece together her history... Who is telling her the truth, and who is lying - and why?

    Much of the book is made up of this journal, which is simultaneously a great device and a slightly irritating one. It contributes quite heavily towards the slower pace of the novel, because Christine repeats herself so much, particularly earlier on. You could argue that this is made necessary by the subject matter - she has amnesia, after all - but as a reader I admit I found it a little dull at times. At the same time, it did mean that as each piece of the puzzle fell into place, it had quite an impact. Like Christine, I had to read between the lines as the daily entries built up, trying to work out how her returning memories fit together, who she could trust and what might really have happened to her. It was a good mental workout!

    I'd certainly say that this is a thought-provoking novel. It really makes you think about how an individual's identity and sense of self is tied to memory, to a personal history filled with experiences and people and places, and how bewildering it would be to have to start afresh every day. There are little moments scattered through the book that really hammer home how carefully Watson must have had to consider each and every page, and how impossible a linear narrative would have been without the journal. Christine doesn't know about 9/11 and the war on terror, for example. She's never seen a mobile phone before, has no knowledge of her own middle-aged body, and has no real feeling of love for Ben because to all intents and purposes, she's meeting him for the first time each morning. This would be a great novel for a book club, because there's just so much potential for discussion - in fact, there are a set of questions at the end of the book for that purpose. I'd definitely recommend it - just don't make the mistake of expecting a fast and frenetic read like I did!
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  • Evelyne N.
    5.0 out of 5 stars le journal d'une amnésique : captivant !
    Reviewed in France on 4 July 2011
    Ce premier roman d'un auteur anglais est une belle réussite : impossible de lâcher sa lecture d'un bout à l'autre de ses 366 pages.

    C'est l'histoire d'une femme qui raconte à la première personne l'expérience terrifiante qui lui tombe dessus un beau matin au réveil : elle ne reconnaît pas son environnement ni l'homme endormi à ses côtés et s'étonne pas tant d'avoir suivi un inconnu chez lui que de réaliser qu'il est nettement plus âgé qu'elle et en plus marié... Mais le cauchemar commence vraiment quand elle se découvre elle-même dans le miroir sous les traits d'une femme mature alors qu'elle s'imagine avoir 20 ans. Incrédule et terrifiée elle apprend qu'elle a 47 ans, que l'homme à ses côtés est son mari Ben, et qu'elle souffre d'une forme rare d'amnésie.

    Sa pathologie a été déclenchée par un traumatisme lorsqu'elle avait 29 ans et depuis ce temps-là, tous les matins sa mémoire a été effacée et elle ne se souvient plus de rien, hormis des bribes de son enfance. C'est l'homme qui partage son quotidien qui doit patiemment la rassurer chaque matin et lui expliquer sa situation. Un autre homme, un médecin neuropsychologue, va aussi se manifester pour lui venir en aide, dans des circonstances assez mystérieuses, lui recommandant entre autres de noter le contenu de ses journées avec sa quête pour reconstituer l'histoire de sa vie sur un journal qui va constituer la substance principale du récit.

    Il y a un suspense subtil qui est distillé tout au long de ce récit qui se dévore comme un page-turner, l'auteur excelle à semer le doute sur chacun des personnages. En plus d'être écrit dans un Anglais simple et accessible à un angliciste moyen, c'est un livre qui génère des émotions et des réflexions profondes, avec de magnifiques passages - sur la mémoire bien sûr mais surtout des questionnements sur la vérité et les mensonges.
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  • Ana
    5.0 out of 5 stars Gets reeeaaaally good at the second half
    Reviewed in Mexico on 6 January 2021
    The book is a bit boring at the first chapters, but I just can’t simply put a book down after I started and kept reading ...at the second half it gets really interesting and gooood!
  • otavio
    5.0 out of 5 stars Excelente!
    Reviewed in Brazil on 10 November 2014
    Ainda estou lendo, porém já no final. Livro com uma história bem amarrada e uma trama que conquista minuto a minuto.
    Indico!
  • Hardik Trika
    5.0 out of 5 stars Must read if you're into thriller
    Reviewed in India on 3 April 2025
    Absolutely amazing, every page is worth reading
  • Dorompa
    5.0 out of 5 stars 過去20年のスリラー物の中でも最高傑作
    Reviewed in Japan on 21 March 2013
    私は過去20年近く数多くのFiction/Nonfiction共に読んできましたが、その中でもこの作品は絶品と言えます。90年代前半だったと思いますが、デビュー当時のJohn GrishamやPatricia Cornwellの作品も"Gripping"であり"Page turner"と思ったのを記憶していますが、この作品の完成度はこれらのはるか上をいっているように感じました。400ページの作品を数日で読了できる程の"Page turner"であり、私は完全に時間も忘れて作品にのめり込みました。最後の最後まで、誰を信じて良いのかわからないという状況に追い込まれる主人公Christine。彼女のちょっとした火遊びから、彼女の人生のみならず、周りの人々の人生も変えてしまうというのは、Fictionの物語の中にあるものだけではなく、実際の人生においてもあり得ることではないでしょうか。だからこそ、映画化も決定したのだと思います。それから、SJ Watsonが病院に勤務している人物であるからこそ、にじみ出てくる臨場感が感じられる作品です。本の最後にも記載がある通り、Fictionではあるが何人かの記憶喪失患者とその家族の話が大きなヒント(Inspiration)になったと、彼は記しています。どちらかというとアメリカの作家に慣れている洋書ミステリーファンは多いと思いますが、本書には英国独特の言い回しや表現はあまりなく、英国に行ったことがないと想像出来ないような表現/描写も含まれていません。多少のアメリカ作家では使用しないであろう単語は見受けられるものの、全体的には抵抗感無く読めると思いますし、SJ Watsonは決して難しい言い回しはせずに、わかりやすい状況描写、感情表現で物語を進めます。これから洋書ミステリーに挑戦、または最近傑作に出会っていない、という人には絶対的に自信をもって推薦できる作品です。再びこのような作品に出会えることができるか、私はこれからの洋書選定の方が心配です。

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